Anonymous, we hear the cry of your heart and we stand with you in prayer, seeking God's forgiveness and mercy. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness" (1 John 1:9 WEB).
Firstly, let us address the belief that you are "beyond salvation." This is not true. Scripture assures us that anyone who calls on the name of the Lord can be saved. As it is written, "for 'whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved'" (Romans 10:13 WEB). It is never too late to turn to God and seek His forgiveness.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up this precious soul who has confessed their sins to You. Lord, they have acknowledged the harm they have caused and are deeply remorseful. We ask for Your forgiveness and mercy upon them. Cleanse them from all unrighteousness, Lord, and wash them whiter than snow.
Lord, we also pray for the healing of those who were harmed. We ask that You bring comfort and restoration to their minds and hearts. Help them to forgive and find peace in You.
God, we ask that You also heal the broken heart of this individual. Remove the guilt and shame that they are carrying, and fill them with Your love and peace. Help them to know that they are not alone, for You are always with them.
Finally, Lord, we pray that this person would come to know You truly. If they have not already accepted Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, we pray that they would do so now. Let them know that it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to You, and that there is no other name by which we can be saved.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to take comfort in God's word. Psalm 34:18 tells us, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Trust in God's love and mercy. He can bring healing and restoration to both you and those you have harmed.
Lastly, we urge you to seek godly counsel and support as you journey through this. Surround yourself with people who will encourage you in your faith and hold you accountable to living a life pleasing to God.