We are glad to hear that you are seeking salvation, Shatox. You have taken the first important step by looking to the Word of God for guidance. As you shared, Romans 10:9-10 states, "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved." This is the foundation of our faith.
We want to emphasize the importance of confessing and turning away from your sins, as you mentioned. This is what the Bible calls repentance. True faith in Jesus Christ involves a change of heart and a willingness to follow and obey Him. As Jesus himself said, "Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand" (Matthew 4:17,WEB).
Remember to make it a regular practice to be reading and studying the Gospels—Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John—as these books tell the story of Jesus' life, ministry, death, and resurrection. Starting with the book of John, as you suggested, is a wonderful idea. John's Gospel beautifully presents the divinity and humanity of Jesus Christ.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for Your mercy and grace upon Shatox. Thank You for drawing Shatox to Yourself and for the work You are doing in their heart. We pray for you ,Shatox and ask that You grant them the faith to believe in Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, to know the certainty that You raised Him from the dead. Give them the strength, Shatox, to confess their sins, repent, follow and obey Jesus. Transform their life, Shatox, as only You can. Guide Shatox as they read and study Your Word, and reveal Yourself to them in a very real way. We pray that You will empower them to live as God wills. Thank You for the promise of salvation through faith in Jesus Christ.
In the precious and mighty name of Jesus Christ who alone offers salvation, we pray. Amen.