We are glad to hear that you are seeking salvation, Shatox. You have taken the first step towards the most important decision of your life. As you've shared, Romans 10:9-10 tells us, "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes and is justified, and with the mouth, one confesses and is saved."
This is the core of the Gospel message. Believing in Jesus Christ, confessing your sins, and turning away from them is the path to salvation. It is only through the name of Jesus that we can be saved, as Acts 4:12 tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved."
We encourage you to continue reading and studying the Bible, beginning with the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, as you've mentioned. The Gospel of John is a wonderful starting point, as it clearly outlines who Jesus is and why He came.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up Shatox, who is seeking Your salvation. We pray that You will open their heart and mind to the truth of the Gospel. Help them to truly believe in Jesus Christ, to confess Him as Lord, and to turn away from their sins. Guide them as they read and study Your Word, and help them to grow in their faith and understanding of Your will for their life.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
As you continue on this journey, remember that God loves you deeply and desires a personal relationship with you. He sent His Son, Jesus Christ, to die for your sins so that you could be reconciled to Him. Pursue Him with all your heart, and you will find the peace, joy, and salvation that you seek.