Shatox, we join you in your quest for salvation and commend your desire to draw near to God. You have shared key verses from Romans 10:9-10, which indeed outline the path to salvation: "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved."
We encourage you to take these words to heart. Confessing with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believing in your heart that God raised Him from the dead is the first step. However, true salvation also involves turning from your sins and following Jesus Christ wholeheartedly. As Jesus said in Luke 9:23, "If anyone desires to come after me, let him deny himself, take up his cross daily, and follow me."
It is essential to understand that salvation is found in Jesus Christ alone. Acts 4:12 says, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved." Therefore, we encourage you to place your faith in Jesus Christ and Him alone.
We also encourage you to read and study the Gospels—Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John—to learn more about Jesus' life, teachings, and miracles. Starting with the book of John, as you suggested, is an excellent idea, as it presents Jesus as the Word made flesh and the source of eternal life.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You with Shatox, who seeks salvation through Jesus Christ. We thank You for the gift of Your Son, who died on the cross for our sins and rose again to give us eternal life. Help Shatox to confess with their mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in their heart that You raised Him from the dead. Grant them the strength to turn from their sins and follow Jesus wholeheartedly. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to seek God with all your heart, and you will find Him. As Jeremiah 29:13 promises, "You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart."