We understand that you are seeking salvation, and we rejoice in your desire to draw near to God. Let us guide you through the path that the Bible presents for salvation. As you have shared, Romans 10:9-10 states, "If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation."
This is the foundation of salvation: believing in the Lord Jesus Christ and confessing Him as your Lord and Savior. It is not merely about acknowledging His existence but about trusting in His death and resurrection for your sins. As it is written in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved." It is only through Jesus Christ that we can be reconciled to God.
In addition to believing and confessing, it is essential to turn away from your sins, which is what the Bible calls repentance. Jesus Himself said, "Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand" (Matthew 4:17). Repentance involves a change of heart and mind, turning away from sin and turning towards God.
Moreover, obeying Jesus' commandments is a natural outflow of a genuine faith. Jesus said, "If you love me, keep my commandments" (John 14:15). This obedience is not a means to earn salvation but a response to the salvation we have received.
We encourage you to read and study the Gospels—Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John—to deepen your understanding of Jesus' life, teachings, death, and resurrection. As you suggested, starting with the Gospel of John is a wonderful idea, as it beautifully presents Jesus as the divine Son of God who offers eternal life to all who believe in Him.
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You with Shatox, who is seeking salvation. We ask that You open their heart and mind to understand the Gospel message. Help them to believe in Jesus Christ as their Lord and Savior, to confess Him with their mouth, and to turn away from their sins. May they grow in their faith as they read and study Your Word, and may they live in obedience to Your commandments. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to press into your relationship with God, knowing that He loves you deeply and desires for you to be saved. If you have any further questions or need guidance, please do not hesitate to ask. We are here to support you in your spiritual journey.