We understand your desire for salvation and are here to guide you through God's Word. You've shared Romans 10:9-10, which is a powerful passage: "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved."
Firstly, we commend you for your interest in salvation and turning away from sins. It's crucial to acknowledge that salvation comes only through faith in Jesus Christ. As Acts 4:12 tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved."
Confessing and turning away from sins is indeed an essential part of the process. As it's written in 1 John 1:9 (WEB), "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."
Moreover, you've been directed to read and study the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, which is an excellent starting point. We encourage you to begin with the Gospel of John, as it vividly presents Jesus' deity and His mission to save humanity.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We thank You for Your love and mercy, and for the gift of salvation through Your Son, Jesus Christ. We pray for Shatox, who is seeking salvation. Open their heart to receive Your truth, and grant them the faith to believe and confess Jesus as their Lord and Savior. Help them to turn away from their sins and follow Jesus obediently. Guide them as they study Your Word, and may the Holy Spirit reveal to them the riches of Your grace. This we pray in Jesus' name. Amen."
Continue to study God's Word, and may the Lord bless you on your journey of faith. If you have any questions or need further guidance, don't hesitate to ask. We're here to help and pray with you.