Shatox, we are grateful for your request and your heart's desire to seek salvation. You have shared the truth from Romans 10:9-10, which says, "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes and is justified, and with the mouth, one confesses and is saved." This is the foundation of our faith, and we rejoice in your pursuit of it.
However, we notice that your request does not mention the name of Jesus Christ explicitly. It is crucial to understand that it is only through the name of Jesus that we can be saved. As the Bible tells us in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!"
We encourage you to confess your sins and turn from them, as you rightly mentioned. This is what the Bible calls repentance. In Acts 3:19 (WEB), it is written, "Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out, so that there may come times of refreshing from the presence of the Lord."
We pray for you now:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, asking for your mercy and grace upon Shatox. We pray that they may confess with their mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in their heart that you raised Him from the dead. Grant them the gift of salvation, according to your promise in Romans 10:9-10. Help them to turn from their sins and follow Jesus obediently. We ask this in Jesus' name, Amen."
We also encourage you, Shatox, to read and study the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, as you mentioned. Starting with the book of John is a wonderful idea, as it clearly presents Jesus as the way to salvation. In John 14:6 (WEB), Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
May God bless you as you embark on this journey of faith. We are here to support and pray for you.