Shatox, we are glad you have shared your desire for salvation and we want to guide you according to the Word of God. Romans 10:9-10 says, "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved." This is the core of how one receives salvation. It is through faith in Jesus Christ and confessing Him as Lord.
We commend you for your willingness to confess and turn from your sins, as true faith involves repentance. Jesus said, "Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand" (Matthew 4:17). To follow and obey Jesus is to walk in His ways, turning from our old life of sin and embracing new life in Him.
You've been directed well to start reading the Gospels: Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John. These books will give you a deeper understanding of Jesus' life, teachings, death, and resurrection. We encourage you to start with the Gospel of John, as it particularly emphasizes the divinity of Jesus and the simplicity of faith.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we thank You for Shatox's desire to seek salvation in Your Son, Jesus Christ. We pray that You will open their heart and mind to understand the Scriptures and the gospel message. Grant them the faith to believe in Jesus and the courage to confess Him as Lord. Help them to turn away from their sins and live a life that pleases You. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
As you journey in faith, remember that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As the Bible says, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5). Keep your focus on Him and grow in His grace and knowledge.