Shatox, we appreciate your desire to seek salvation and we want to guide you according to the Word of God. You are on the right path by looking to the scriptures for guidance. As you've shared, Romans 10:9-10 tells us, "If you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes resulting in righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made resulting in salvation."
Firstly, we want to emphasize the importance of confessing and believing in Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we have access to God, as Jesus Himself said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6, WEB). This means that it is crucial to acknowledge Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, and to believe in His resurrection.
Moreover, confessing and turning from your sins is an essential part of this process. This is what is known as repentance, a change of mind and heart that leads to a change in action. Jesus said, "Repent, for the Kingdom of Heaven is at hand" (Matthew 4:17, WEB). As you turn from your sins, make a conscious effort to follow and obey Jesus, aligning your life with His teachings.
We encourage you to read and study the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, as you've mentioned. Starting with the book of John is a wonderful idea, as it clearly presents Jesus as the Son of God and the path to salvation.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ. We thank You for Your love and mercy, and for the gift of salvation through Your Son. Shatox has expressed a desire to seek You, Lord. We pray that You would reveal Yourself to them, that they would come to know Jesus as their Lord and Savior. Grant them the faith to believe in Your resurrection power and the courage to turn from their sins. Guide them as they study Your Word, and help them to understand and apply Your teachings. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue seeking God with all your heart, and He will make Himself known to you. Remember, it is through Jesus Christ alone that we are saved, and through His teachings that we learn to live a life pleasing to God.