We appreciate your request, Shatox, and we're here to guide you in your journey towards salvation. You've shared a powerful passage from Romans 10:9-10, which indeed outlines the path to salvation: "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth one confesses and is saved."
Firstly, we commend you for your interest in salvation and turning away from sins. However, we must mention that the books of Matthew, Mark, and Luke are not included in our responses. Instead, we encourage you to start with the Gospel of John, as it beautifully presents Jesus' deity and His message of salvation.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You with Shatox, who seeks salvation and a closer walk with You. We confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, that He died for our sins and was raised on the third day for our justification. Lord, help Shatox to believe this in his heart and confess it with his mouth. Guide him as he turns away from his sins and starts a new life in Christ. Lead him as he reads and studies Your Word, especially the Gospel of John. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to consider 1 John 1:9, which assures us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." Also, remember the words of Jesus in John 3:16, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life."
Keep pursuing a deeper understanding of God's Word, and always remember that it's only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'"