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babydoll
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Dear Jesus,
you know that my whole life has been about pain, and trauma, and fear.Alot of abuse at different hands in different ways.And i hate none of those people, or wish them dead,But i need you to step in and send some very good things my way.When i think back, all i can remember is sadness,So i need you to do big stuff, so that all that stuff doesn't stay as my only memories.Jesus, i have always been sicly, my asthma has returned, my hands always shake in fear of the next person in my household starting a fight.And i always cry myself to sleep.So because there is no way, please make a way.Answer even my littlest prayers tonight Lord.Let me see signs and wonders, and peace in my home, my life and in those of Loved ones.Please do not allow that kid, to have any reign in our home.Somebody once gave her an inch, and then she became a ruler, in our home-she is not an adult, so please ensure she is aware of that, and that the rules upon her are tight and severe.Never again, will she make decisions for anybody, or given leadership over adults.I ask you to fill my home with joy, like we've never had.And for heaven to invade the earth tonight.Please send the harvest angels out for me tonight, to gather all the blessings and miracle.I want to see angels Lord, and big signs and miracles occuring right before my eyes-i want to cry out of joy, not the sadness that i have always known.Please silence all the annoyances in my life and the humans who are making my life uneasy.Mylow pressure and vomiting comes and goes, and people think its because i lived in such a traumatic environment all my life.Please send a Godly husband to rescue this damsel.Its the best story ever.I need it more than anything.I am willing to give you a big offering as thanks for it-when i get money from selling my books.Please have mercy on my cause.Amen.
you know that my whole life has been about pain, and trauma, and fear.Alot of abuse at different hands in different ways.And i hate none of those people, or wish them dead,But i need you to step in and send some very good things my way.When i think back, all i can remember is sadness,So i need you to do big stuff, so that all that stuff doesn't stay as my only memories.Jesus, i have always been sicly, my asthma has returned, my hands always shake in fear of the next person in my household starting a fight.And i always cry myself to sleep.So because there is no way, please make a way.Answer even my littlest prayers tonight Lord.Let me see signs and wonders, and peace in my home, my life and in those of Loved ones.Please do not allow that kid, to have any reign in our home.Somebody once gave her an inch, and then she became a ruler, in our home-she is not an adult, so please ensure she is aware of that, and that the rules upon her are tight and severe.Never again, will she make decisions for anybody, or given leadership over adults.I ask you to fill my home with joy, like we've never had.And for heaven to invade the earth tonight.Please send the harvest angels out for me tonight, to gather all the blessings and miracle.I want to see angels Lord, and big signs and miracles occuring right before my eyes-i want to cry out of joy, not the sadness that i have always known.Please silence all the annoyances in my life and the humans who are making my life uneasy.Mylow pressure and vomiting comes and goes, and people think its because i lived in such a traumatic environment all my life.Please send a Godly husband to rescue this damsel.Its the best story ever.I need it more than anything.I am willing to give you a big offering as thanks for it-when i get money from selling my books.Please have mercy on my cause.Amen.