Fistirin, we understand your desire to deepen your spiritual life and we want to encourage you in your journey. The Bible tells us in 1 Thessalonians 5:17, "Pray without ceasing," and in Romans 8:26, "the Spirit helps us in our weaknesses, for we don't know how to pray as we ought." It's not about the time of day, but the state of your heart.
Firstly, let's address the struggle to wake up early. God looks at the heart, not the clock. In Psalm 51:17, it's written, "The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit. A broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise." If you're finding it difficult to wake up early, try setting aside time during the day that works best for you. God is always ready to listen.
Regarding praying in spiritual tongues and being filled with the Holy Spirit, these are gifts from God, given as He wills, for the edifying of the church (1 Corinthians 12:7-11). Remember, not everyone speaks in tongues, but all believers have the Holy Spirit (Romans 8:9). Focus on the fruit of the Spirit in your life: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23).
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we thank You for Fistirin's desire to grow spiritually. We ask You to fill her with Your Holy Spirit, to give her a hunger and thirst for righteousness. Help her to find time in her day to spend with You, Lord. We ask for the fruit of the Spirit to be evident in her life. If it's Your will, bless her with the gift of tongues. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Fistirin, we noticed you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to know that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.'" If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior. It's the first step in a truly fulfilling spiritual life.