Orowin
Disciple of Prayer
Good morning everyone. I recently said (i.e. wrote via whatsapp) an impulsive statement to a loved one—nothing intended to be hurtful, but it ended up hurting her. I tried to rectify by explaining what I had meant but I don't know if it had the desired effect. As humans, we have differing perspectives that sometimes cause understanding to go askew from what was intended. Similarly, there were things that she said/did along the way—also not intending to hurt me, but they did. Being human, that happens sometimes, especially when we may be triggered by old patterns within ourselves. We have not communicated since that last WhatsApp exchange, and in the silence between us I am feeling sometimes terrible . . . and at other times (increasingly so) feeling better thanks to realisations about things within myself which I can change and work on, which will be helpful in general, in all relationships and not just in the one with her. Normally I would have written again, trying to explain more and set things "right" . . . but this time, realizing that words are not always perceived as we would like them to be, I am surrendering what I have to express to her, to God. My prayer is that in our silence, God speaks to each of us on behalf of the other. Let God say our words . . . and let us both be open to realizing the signs and messages sent by the Divine to deepen our healing and understanding in and of this relationship. I pray that God clearly shows us the way . . . so that out of what sometimes feels like an unbearable and confusing silence, we can both have helpful realisations and experience inner transformation that is to our individual and mutual benefit. I pray for reconciliation, deeper understanding, clarity and healing. I pray for right time, place and energy for reconnection. I pray for patience and deep inner peace for both of us as the Divine plan for both of us (individually, and also together, if meant to be) is unfolded. I give thanks and pray to be in alignment with Divine will at all times. Thank you for reading this prayer and for your support. May your prayers also be answered for the highest good of all. Amen.
