Tawmach
Disciple of Prayer
Praise the lord brother/ sister, My name is Simran n I'm from a small village in india. I'm doing a sales job in a local company and my father is a driver in a transport company. I'm the eldest child in my family . All my younger siblings are married. I didn't marry because I want a successful career and want to earn my own money before getting married. I'm 28 n have been doing a job from last 6or 7 years. But my salary is just 20000 INR approx 235 USD per month. I'm a btech graduate but because of family restrictions I could not continue training apprentice or study further. Forced to do a job nearby and now stuck n can't do anything. I could not learn new skills because of family burdens n pressures. I dreamt of going to the USA once. I cleared my IELTS exam, but I could not arrange money. My parents could arrange but they didn't. They never care about me. Every time I asked for their help they ignored me they were rude. But when they needed my help they were so polite with me. They ask for my advice when they need me. And I always supported even when they were wrong. I stood by them. But they always ignored my needs my career my dream. God knows my intentions were pure. If anyhow I went to the USA I surely helped them with money and house and everything. When I help them here from my small incomes. Even I never kept their money because I'm earning myself. I always give them back. I only asked them to send me the USA I will return u all money slowly when I start working. They could take help from their friends and relatives but they don't care about me. They did make arrangements for my brother and sister's marriage. They took financial help for their own sake. Now they are planning to purchase a home on loan. They have no issue paying loans and their interests for years n years even when they have no fixed source of income. Loan could be of 10 or more years. They are confident in taking this risk. But they had doubts while paying for my career abroad. They were not sure about me. But they are sure about taking a loan of 20 lacs INR for years when their monthly income is only 40 to 50 thousand. N that is also not fixed as my father's job is not fixed it's a private job. They never prayed for my career. They never took my case seriously but I can feel their zeal. Their efforts are more than 100 percent for their wishes. But in my dream, they never showed such efforts even though they ignored them. I was hopeless. It's been 2 years now and I'm hopeless. I gave up on my dream. But I request u to pray for my family. God gives them his wisdom and they don't fall into loan scams for such long years. Instead God shows them a way to earn maximum so they could get home without loan very soon. My father is 53 and could work for long years to pay loan. My brother is a careless person He doesn't earn a penny. My mother never thinks about these things. He is a stubborn lady and does whatever she wants and for her it Doesn't matter who is gonna suffer after. She is a housewife and doesn't know the value of money and how a person earns by hard work. Please pray Jesus changes their mind and they think with his wisdom. Also pray for my life and future. Whatever Jesus wants me to be blessed with. I want his wish to be fulfilled in my life. Jesus knows my heart's situation. even when my parents ignored he saw me.