TiredGuy13
Disciple of Prayer
For many (over 10) years I've been tormented by excessive nightmare inner soul health. Outwardly I could appear healthy, but inwardly every waking hour I suffered from extreme amounts of tormenting intrusive thoughts, feelings, impulses, and difficulty controlling my thoughts / imaginings (constantly what I meant to do would get overridden by like fear & darkness based things). I've come to realize rather than brain chemistry being the cause of this, it's mostly from spiritual emotional stuff and today marks the first day of a new chapter where I'm embracing transformed hugely boosted spiritual living + starting with some new modalities of therapy. Also I've had a nightmare fungal infection for years causing excessive itching and then pain/damage to skin from scratching. I recently for over a month embraced an ultimate healing regimen following doctor prescribe instructions + going far beyond that tuning my diet & investing a few hundred dollars in high end candida cleanse supplements. So far I haven't noticed itching get better and it's very clear a giant (expecting majority) part of this itching stems from spiritual metaphysical aspects. I'm embracing a couple new added supplements to try and help + pending dermatologist test results and possible action suggestions from that. I could use powerful prayer for these two areas: transforming my inner soul health + getting rid of this fungal infection/itching. Also actually reducing negativity and enemy attacks is giant too, so those three things. I've been attacked hard every single day for years like many times per day feeling objective metaphysical sexual molestation to my character. Thank you all very much and God bless!