seanathon
Prayer Warrior
I have been trying to redeem myself in some prayher today for some of the things that went wrong i would ask for forgivness and grace in jesus to help me be open again to to the wonder and love and fellowship and respect and just genuine hope and search and openness for trust taht i know i had at redlands university when i was at college it was tehere that i found intervaristy a amazing collegitate interchristian faith group that was a true place for friendship and it ws there that i felt god move on a more personal level than anything i felt in years i was hoping that this prayer could be heard to completely restore my faith and trust in jesus and that i would be able not only to be made whole but to wish true lovea nd peace for all my friends at RdlAnds and yucaipa and for preace and thanksgiving and goodwill between us to stay incredibly strong stronger than anything that would try to break up our good will and friendship i would ask for help praiying this and being open to grace today, forawhile i felt lost that i would not have the firendships i had at college i would pray for Steven an s and nicole and ian and jessica and matt shaver and i would pray for my house and all the relationships i have had and be able to bring the respect and good will andoptimism of the human spirit to all the people and tings that i would encounter today and from now on i woudl ask for healing and restoration of trust because i adit that i was heavethrough some tumultuous times, there were scary incidents and i would ask that those scary incidents that caused doubt and confusion would not be remembered or have any influnece any longer nor anything that cam eto prey on those times i would ask for healing as i pray this praye rin jesus name iand i would ask for complete restoration of my faith thanksgiving and wholeness for all people today as they rejoice in love and understanding i would ask for help to be humble and joyful like when i would sing at college learning opera and now i prepare myself to say and ask the most important things of this prayer. Jesusi had been resentful it was true it wasnt even me it was fear it was me being a fool but i know you do not see mye as a fool, i was scared at redlands senior year, i didnt know and i don tknow why i ask for forgiveness for not trusting but even more i ask that i forgive myself i ask for humble trust that you will help me to love myself and all in my house aguse again like brothers father and mothers and i again i would ask for help like at 'Redlands to be open and trusting in my search for before i came to redlands i was searching i was searching for help i knew you had brought me to redlands and you were giving me a new c xhnxw to have a beautiful and loving life to heal the wounds of the past and i would ask that the woujnds of the past would heal completely fo rme to that any harassment and yhting that would even try to bring up the wounds of the time near the end of highschool would smply no longer have authority or even audience in any way, nor any pu;ll i would ask for clarity clarity in thought and in prayer and for distance and protection as i pray and that i would not give negativity any power that i would not dwell on negativity and that i would be open to calmness as i pray for some of the hardest things Jesus iloved being at redlands because i knew you were working there and i admit that i had failed you and messed up myself when i thoguht you were not watching over my family there were wounds here that i was terrified of and i would ask for more healing thank i could possibly hope for concerning the issues i have faced, you know i have gone astray in terms of deluiosnal thoughts and evn in some cases i have been tscared and confused here i bring up my most pressing issues, the restoration of love brotherly love for my sisters and and brothers at redlands and yucaipa yucaipa and for healing and protectipn for all relationships in this house as well for protection of all epople in the claremont and california area and aforementioneop areas i would ask now taht i bring up this part of the prayer that is most important to me and that i would feel a healing hope that would not di nor become perverse i ask in jesus christ's name for healing regarding my relationship with Nicole Rutter I would also ask that while i type this prayer i would be protected and that loveing light wouldlift go faster than any gravity and or negativity, and that even in my imagion that she would now by healing loving light be able to0 now to be released away from wahtever negativity i held against her, i dont really understand but i would ask now in jesus name that loving light would release spher away from whatever darkness was trying to oppress her i ask for help in my imagion as well there were terrible things that i told me i was not a brother to her, there were terrible things that were triying to tell me i was going to become a villain, i would ask for complete lifting away of those those terrible thoughtsi would ask for help even as i pray right now because although i am feeling stronger as i type this thereproblems that are trying to keep me in a state of pain, i would ask i would ask for help in this moment to be free and to be free i need to be able to ask and allow jesus to help me to not obsess about her or negative thoguht i know you can help me and i also need help with allowing loving light to enter into the depths of my imagion and to take nicole away from my nihtmaresi would ask for help as i go about the day to no logner have obsessive thoguhts and i would ask for help in my imagion to truly let nicole have a happy life otday in uucaipa, it is strange and sad that this has happened that someone who i treaaured as a sister i now have obsessive and negative thoguths about , especially when she did nothing wrong i ask that i stop projecting my problems on to her that i let her escape away from my negative thoughts, thi sis a big issue for me not because she did anything wrong, or even that i have done much wrong in reality against her but you know that i have trouble bringing this up because it was the fear that i would not be a good friend and that i had alterior motives that lead me to this strange place, the fear that i would for some reason not be a real friend, etc. I woudl ask for help now if we could sit and chat i would ask for a healing and sanctified mental state today that would let me talk to you like a big brother a big brother who understands all tghe things i have gone through and who can offer consolation advice and healing concerning this situation i would ask for a helmet now in my mind to remain stablea nd strong to guard my thoguhts against negativity i would ask for help concerning this prayer and that it would work like grace and medicine to cleanse me of my problems and afflicitons i would ask for help in areas of my life that i may not even know i may need help in but lastly i would pray for this prayer of protection and healing jesus i would pray that NIcole and all the opeople at Redlands and all my friends and family not only would be protected but i would ask that any spiritual warfare that is or has happened to any of them would simply not have any authority or power in thier lives nay more i would ask that i would aslo be guraded seperately as i try to even deal with this concept, for a long time i did not even think that spiritual warfare existed i just thought that you would try to be a good person and do good in the world and jesus would allow grace and love to hlep you in that process honestly i have been terrified by the idea of spirutal warfare, i am scared but i would ask for help and a helmet of invicble reassurance that you are not only watching over me but guiding me and protecting my thoughts and helping me to cause no harm, lastly i would as ask that NIcole would be protected in both mind body and psirit and you and soul and that you would help me to repent of all the trespasses i have made against her, because although she considers me a good friend and although i consider her one of the most loving and truly christian and amazing people i know i would just ask thateever i held against her would simply fall off without power like a water droplet i admit that i took my loneliness when i was scared of so many things at the end of redlands to start toying with my thoughts and i admit that it did not help the firendship i would ask for healing in full concerning this i would ask for help being a friend like i was at redlands sophmore year when i respected her as a mentor and sister and i would ask for help in this moment to truly not longer have any lustful thoughts or covetnous about her, because although i did not et such thoguhts enter our relationship too much i admit that i had had them, and for so long those thoughts were kept at bay and i saw clearly for the first time in a long time the wonde rof being a brother and friend in christian fellowship and it was a joy to meet someone like her so i am asking for help like rain to simply help me in this time of need to give up whatever anger, or porjection i held and that nicole be rfreed away from any of anger jealousy, or lust im my mind\and in reality if there is even a trace of it there I would ask for healing concerning my heart, it got confused beacause i hadnt loved someone as much as i could sense i felt in Nicole in a very long time, she made everything about hte day clearer and brighet and i am asking for help to keep the friendship and the clarity and goodness and love in my heart and that i towuld be like a beacon of light to all those in the day quite hoenstly she is a true help to all she meets and jesus you have used heramazingly i would ask that i would not be jealous of her enthusiasm but i would ask that i coudl let my own light shine as honorably as she has i would ask for help being a good brother lastly i would ask for help and proetction for Nicole and i would ask that i give up whatever negativity i held against her, you know that i tried my hardest to respect her relationship with Micah and not only did i ask for help respecting it but you let me sing songs of thanksgiving and praisee that she had found someone she loved and who loved herm at that time they seemed like a joyous light together and i sang for them and their happiness and it was a truly good time and i was glad to sing as i did and i would ask that i could sing i did that day in friendship again , i also know that i need help dealing with the emotions that i went trhough after i found that they had broken up, i was hoping to move on as a after i sang that song and for awhile i had and i had enjoyed my life but i am asking for healing and forgiveness today considering my situationi am asking for help and respect for those i meet today that i would be open with joy and tenthusiasm like my best moments at redlands university and i would ask for help respecting those i meet with joy that would only allow my joy to harmonzie and grow as i interact and try to make new friends and hang on to old ones, jesus this is a big prayer and i know you hear every word like a brother i know that you love me and that you love nicole with all syour heart more thani could possibly imagine, i would ask that i stop holding any negativity or obsessive thoguth about her tghat i realize she is her own person and i would ask for a hede of protection around all the people of Yucaipa and Redlands and i woudl ask for help stiling my mind because it is still in some kind of turmoil but i would ask that i could simply wish nicole well as i move on throughout my day and if you could hlep me to get back to that joyous state of wanting to have cooking parties with her as a friend and brother like when i wasa kid that would be reat truly i was overjoyed to heaer that she may want to have a cooking party but i let myself get burdened by guilt and i am ssorry that i had i ask for forgiveness and healing and i would ask for protection for nicole, i have a confession to makke aandi t has been haunting me forahilw and it is that i had been stuck in some kind of hostility at a point in my life when i should have prayed for her, i would ask that any bad thing that is trng to thwart her would be pushed aside and pushed at bay thie situation was this Nicole had gone to church and was at a safe location when all of sudden the girl nesxt to herbegan to attack she was alright and i woud=ld just ask that i would now pray that nicole would be protected against any of aalso like the jerusalem had its soldiers wearnext to her jumped up and began to attack her, i dont know what this was an di would task that i would pray against whatever made i would ask for help for myself asking for forgiveness i could feel some kind of rudeness andh jealousy and anger and it sccared me i dont know where i came from i would ask for hlep keeping in calm relaity e and that any of the evil that would try to attack wouldnt even be able to that it would simply lose any of its might and it would evaporate without residulals also i would ask for help now repenting because this was the scariest moment for me, i would ask that i would now pray that i would never entertain ideas that i wished this upon her because i do not and i would ask for help, there was some kind of dobut and confusion comp;lex that was trying to fonfuse me and i wish that i had prayed for her that night when my friend ian told me what had happenedi would ask taht i would pray like ian told me to pray now in jesus chrissts name i pray that nicole or anyone would have a safe and loving and blesse and guarded day and in all honesty i would ask now and ask now that i would be healed of whatever negativity had blocked me that night and that i would be able to completely see people as friends and sister and brothers and i would ask for help and i woudl ask for ahelmet and i would ask that i feel the love return to my heart stronger as if the previous two years of hardship simply didnt happen and i would ask for help now to calm down and stay cal and to be a good brother here now in claremont to all meet and to be a good student and son to carrington as i take piano and i would ask for help now because still i have delusions although i know that you hear i would ask for help and i woudl ask for the calmness of trust that you hear me like a big brother aand the trust to believe that i am getting better that i would ask to get better to not only resound but to come true more beautiful and more strong and healing than i could possibly imagine and jesus i would ask and i give thanks today and it is a very beautiful day amen and for help being a brother without judgement i jbiw iyou hear this prayer not only on this website but you hear it as if i spoke and talked with you on a bench as a brother who needed some help from his big brother and i would ask for forgivness and help this day and to help and respect all those i meet today and to be able to humbly accept any of the any of their help today amen.
thats my last prayer for today have a good day
thats my last prayer for today have a good day
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