i am in deep depression and deep despair
i am still waiting to hear if i have this new
apartment or not or if i stay here for now.....
and i am trying to understand my new friend Roy
and if he was sent to me from the Lord
and also reconcile
inside of myself a former relationship with Lewis
that has never went anywhere over these past few years...
though he indicted he wanted to marry me.....
i am very deeply heart broken
i have been having very bad nightmares almost every day now
and i am in much deep sadness depression fear anxiety and despair....
and the hardest thing for me is facing all of this all alone...
this is no way to live at all....
Father God
please turn me around and lift me up
in Jesus's name
amen...
i am still waiting to hear if i have this new
apartment or not or if i stay here for now.....
and i am trying to understand my new friend Roy
and if he was sent to me from the Lord
and also reconcile
inside of myself a former relationship with Lewis
that has never went anywhere over these past few years...
though he indicted he wanted to marry me.....
i am very deeply heart broken
i have been having very bad nightmares almost every day now
and i am in much deep sadness depression fear anxiety and despair....
and the hardest thing for me is facing all of this all alone...
this is no way to live at all....
Father God
please turn me around and lift me up
in Jesus's name
amen...
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