Spiassoorsil
Disciple of Prayer
I feel very sad and abandoned by Father. I'm a widow with ### grandchildren in my care plus my ### daughters. I do receive a small pension every month that covers my car premium and my house rent. Last month I had so much unforeseen extra costs. I'm a photographer and really work very hard, but it just couldn't cover everything last month, as I had extra kids above my ### grandchildren. I couldn't pay my rent last month but still have till the ###. For ### days now we really had nothing in the house to eat. I have no fuel... we can't take a proper bath because I can't turn the geyser on. I'm crying in front of God, I'm begging and pleading to Him to help me. But it becomes worse every day. It's time to buy stationary for ### of the kids who's going back to school in a week's time. But no money comes in. I'm asking God for funds for necessities. My eldest daughter works for a small salary. My youngest daughter's looking for work but in the uncertain times we live in, it's not easy. I am desperately in need of the money and for food for my house. I need 1 wedding booking then I will be okay. Please pray with me cause I have no energy anymore. I feel thrown away by God. I'm so tired. Every breath I take is a prayer. I thank God every day for always providing and helping. But now He no longer wants to help me. I feel broken as He promised me He is my Eish (husband) my Father my Friend. He is Love. He is Jehova Jireh. He is Jhwe. Why wouldn't He help me? I've asked Him to show me, but still I got no answer. None of the exes pays any maintenance. PLEASE ASK GOD TO PROVIDE FOR US.