SON OF THE KING
Servant of All
After i called my estranged wife (15months of turmoil)..the day before Christmas to ask if she would consider spending Christmas afternoon with me and my kids she said she would think about it and txt me in the afternoon (i opened the door of my heart to rejection im a slow learner but always hopeful of change), i never received a txt and was obviously hurt ,that evening i txt to say i hoped it was not intentional i got no reply till she called drunk at about 9pm, i hung up on her negative innuendo and then txt her a few hard home truths about the way she treats a husband who loves her and only wants to heal,she told me i make her feel guilty, she then proceeded to o/d on antidepressants and told me she had cut her wrists,i rang emergency and she was taken 80km to hospital,the following day i organised someone to take her place house sitting (which she was due to do) rang the hospital to ask after her,txt her to ask if it was ok if my kids and i drive the 80km to see her,she repiled she had been discharged and would we please go pick her up,she had only deep scratches on one arm,i drove her home held her hand tucked her into bed kissed and just loved her,,txt one of her friends to say that alchol has never helped her it has a trail of hurt and abuse in her life,i got shot down and abused critisied and scorned(all for genuine love of my wifes emotional well being),my wife then joined in and told me (again) she does not love me and to leave her alone and move on with my life and wants no more contact,this is her usual treatment of me a husband who loves and cares deeply about her ...this hurts please pray for us both but mostly for her salvation and healing and that i have the strength to endure and not contact her may she is in the fathers hands, Gods will be done. Thank you :blush: