brokenprayer
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Folks, I am in a dark place. My wife left me two years ago and is seeing another man. My ex-wife came back to me last month then left again. They are both sunday school teachers. The kicker is that he is still married. I have no strength left to pray. I can't even set foot in a church. I feel like every time I turn to the Lord he runs from me. I am in agonizing pain. Everyone says just get over her and move on...Folks I have tried, I really have, but the first thoughts I have in the morning are of her and him. I have prayed and prayed for these thoughts to leave, and to ask the Lord to help me move on. It has been two years and I feel no better. And since she left again this last time, I feel worse. I get no sleep and my little child tells me of this other man and how much she loves him. It is killing me. I have have waited on her for two years. Prayed over her for two years. What am I supposed to do??? I can't get any peace. I can't get any sleep and I can't stop from crying in front of my little girl. The prayers don't seem to be helping. What do you do when God seems to have turned his back on you?