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Disciple of Prayer
I am really having a hard time right now. I recently received the grading outcomes for my 1st semester classes and have scored below the median GPA established by my school for all of my classes. I am nervous, anxious, and afraid. I don't want to disqualify myself from any career opportunities due to poor academic performance in my first semester. Most significantly, I don't want to be kicked out of law school for poor academic performance and am fearful that this could occur. I have fought, worked, prayed, and sacrificed to be in this position as a law student. I know that God is able. The fact that I am currently enrolled and attending law school is evidence of this (as I did not score very high on the admissions test for law school). My fear is rooted around my anxiety. So much of my future depends on my status as a student. God has blessed me with an opportunity that allows me to attend law school, full-time, with no out of pocket costs (tuition and housing are fully paid for). This is quite literally what I prayed and believed God for. I am afraid that I have sabotaged myself and placed myself at risk of losing the very thing that God has blessed me with. I don't want that. I want to succeed. I want to prosper. I want to graduate law school, pass the bar, and practice law, and allow these works to serve as a living testimony to the glory of God. Because without him, I am certain that none of these things would be possible. I am witness to his greatness.
Right now, I am feeling afraid and I want the strength to overcome my deepest fears (failing to achieve the minimum GPA needed to remain enrolled as a law school student, and thus failing to successfully obtain my law degree). I want to silence the anxiety and stress in my mind, so that I can get through all of my first-semester courses and achieve the best possible grading outcomes, in spite of my previous setbacks. I need to set aside self-sabotaging behaviors and practices like procrastination, low motivation, poor time management, and over-confidence. I need to rely more on God so that I can tap into the strength and energy necessary to maintain the endurance to finish the things I started and to do them as well as I possibly can, even when my motivation is lacking. I want to conquer the very things that are limiting my ability to succeed in law school (the things I am aware of and the things I do not know are hindering my abilities). I believe God is able, but right now, my feelings (anxiety and fear) are taking a strong hold over my mind. Pray for me please.
				
			Right now, I am feeling afraid and I want the strength to overcome my deepest fears (failing to achieve the minimum GPA needed to remain enrolled as a law school student, and thus failing to successfully obtain my law degree). I want to silence the anxiety and stress in my mind, so that I can get through all of my first-semester courses and achieve the best possible grading outcomes, in spite of my previous setbacks. I need to set aside self-sabotaging behaviors and practices like procrastination, low motivation, poor time management, and over-confidence. I need to rely more on God so that I can tap into the strength and energy necessary to maintain the endurance to finish the things I started and to do them as well as I possibly can, even when my motivation is lacking. I want to conquer the very things that are limiting my ability to succeed in law school (the things I am aware of and the things I do not know are hindering my abilities). I believe God is able, but right now, my feelings (anxiety and fear) are taking a strong hold over my mind. Pray for me please.
 
	
 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.
 Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.  
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		 
 
		