Anonymous
Beloved of All
I am having a difficult time in my life. I have grown weary and overwhelmed with two people, the worry and stress of caring for them has tired me out. Husband is old and well, no pain, nothing really wrong except he can't see well or hear well. He is afraid of dying I guess. He wants to go to the doctor all the time. If I go outside, he comes and wants to know how long I will be out there because he has had smothering spells and may need me to take him to the emergency rooom...there is nothing wrong. Anxeity medications do not seem to be helping. He is 95. It is over and over and over..every day. He has me under constant oberservation which is awful..I pray but can't seem to get answers...and then I begin to doubt god is real.. our son is 64 and a bad diabetic and won't take care of his diabetes, he had to take disability from his job because of it..heavy equipment operator and now has nothing to do or interest him or friends and keeps me upset... his choices are often not good ones. Pray a part time easy job will be offered to him so he can have something to do and make friends again. Such a sob story...so sorry.