Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi any prayer would be great!
Lord I am thankful for for all your gifts and blessings. I know I have been foolish and I apologize deeply and sincerely for being sexually impure. I’ve been trying to find my way through Christ for a while now and yet I have found myself straying away. I gave into my flesh and committed a foolish act. I just ask that if it’s in His will that I could be forgiven and shown mercy. I know it’s probably selfish and I feel wrong for asking but I can’t turn to anyone else so I feel even tho I think I’ve done too much wrong for Him to even be concerned with my problems I still feel I should come to Him with them and ask. I ask for forgiveness and to not be pregnant. I’m tired of being in control. Me being in control will always lead to destruction. I’ve been on a long journey of continuous depression amongst other feelings. Everyday I try to to fight to just stay alive and want to continue. I’ve tried to take my life many times and when I hear the words “I can’t imagine a life without you” I think of the Lord. I couldn’t see myself living without Christ before I made the decision to come to Him, and every time which is really on this recent period of time, I’ve strayed away from him and started to rely on myself. I won’t say I fell back to my old self, bc I never really healed bc I know it’s a long way to sanctification; but I could feel the more extensive energy of just not wanting to continue life. It wouldn’t be fair to another human being for me to take care of them when I can barely muster up the strength to continue my life. When the time is right I’d want to be able to properly provide and nurture a child and give them all they could ask for. I want to do that with God first and not be on my own. I know I’ve made a foolish decision and I feel horrible for treating God with resentment. I knew better but didn’t do better and even though I’m not sure if I could be pregnant I just ask in His name that I’m not. I place the request of another chance on His throne, for if it’s in His will and it is granted I would not take His mercy for granted or disappoint Him further. I want to be made pure in all areas of my life. I am not ready to bear a child and I can’t express how sorry I am for disobeying the Lord. Is a feeling worse than making your parents disappointed. I ask in His name
Not to be pregnant. But most importantly I want a genuine relationship with Him. And I’m sorry for every commandment I’ve broken. I ask for Your forgiveness and Your mercy and to know I am truly repentant. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Lord I am thankful for for all your gifts and blessings. I know I have been foolish and I apologize deeply and sincerely for being sexually impure. I’ve been trying to find my way through Christ for a while now and yet I have found myself straying away. I gave into my flesh and committed a foolish act. I just ask that if it’s in His will that I could be forgiven and shown mercy. I know it’s probably selfish and I feel wrong for asking but I can’t turn to anyone else so I feel even tho I think I’ve done too much wrong for Him to even be concerned with my problems I still feel I should come to Him with them and ask. I ask for forgiveness and to not be pregnant. I’m tired of being in control. Me being in control will always lead to destruction. I’ve been on a long journey of continuous depression amongst other feelings. Everyday I try to to fight to just stay alive and want to continue. I’ve tried to take my life many times and when I hear the words “I can’t imagine a life without you” I think of the Lord. I couldn’t see myself living without Christ before I made the decision to come to Him, and every time which is really on this recent period of time, I’ve strayed away from him and started to rely on myself. I won’t say I fell back to my old self, bc I never really healed bc I know it’s a long way to sanctification; but I could feel the more extensive energy of just not wanting to continue life. It wouldn’t be fair to another human being for me to take care of them when I can barely muster up the strength to continue my life. When the time is right I’d want to be able to properly provide and nurture a child and give them all they could ask for. I want to do that with God first and not be on my own. I know I’ve made a foolish decision and I feel horrible for treating God with resentment. I knew better but didn’t do better and even though I’m not sure if I could be pregnant I just ask in His name that I’m not. I place the request of another chance on His throne, for if it’s in His will and it is granted I would not take His mercy for granted or disappoint Him further. I want to be made pure in all areas of my life. I am not ready to bear a child and I can’t express how sorry I am for disobeying the Lord. Is a feeling worse than making your parents disappointed. I ask in His name
Not to be pregnant. But most importantly I want a genuine relationship with Him. And I’m sorry for every commandment I’ve broken. I ask for Your forgiveness and Your mercy and to know I am truly repentant. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.