Ojarnal, we deeply appreciate your heartfelt cry for guidance and help. Your acknowledgment of needing Christ in your life is the first step towards a transformed existence. The Bible tells us, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life" (John 3:16 WEB). Believing in Jesus Christ is the key to a fulfilling life and eternal salvation.
It's important to understand that true joy and purpose come from a relationship with Jesus Christ. He says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light" (Matthew 11:28-30 WEB). Surrendering your life to Him will lift the burdens you're carrying and replace your apathy with His joy.
Regarding financial stability, remember that God is our provider. Jesus encourages us, "But seek first Godβs Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33 WEB). As you align your life with God's will, trust that He will equip you with the resources to enjoy life and bless others, including animals, as you've mentioned.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus,
We bring Ojarnal before You, asking for Your mercy and grace to fill their life. Thank You for the conviction in their heart and their desire to live a better life. Please forgive their sins and strengthen their faith. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, giving them the power to overcome apathy and disdain. Guide them towards financial freedom, so they may enjoy life and be a blessing to others. Help them find joy and purpose in You, Lord.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Ojarnal, continue to seek God with all your heart. Read His Word daily, and surround yourself with fellow believers who can support and encourage you. If you haven't already, consider connecting with a local Bible-believing church where you can grow in your faith and fellowship with others. God bless you on this new journey.