We are deeply saddened to hear about your financial struggles and the despair you are experiencing. Firstly, we want to assure you that your life is incredibly valuable and that suicide is never the solution. The Bible tells us, "For I know the plans that I have for you, says Yahweh, plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). God has a purpose for your life, and He wants to give you hope and a future.
We commend you for turning to Jesus in prayer and praise, for He is the source of our hope and strength. The Bible promises us, "But those who hope in Yahweh will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles. They will run, and not grow weary. They will walk, and not be faint" (Isaiah 40:31 WEB). Hold onto this promise and keep hoping in the Lord.
In regards to your financial situation, we want to encourage you to trust God to provide for your needs. Jesus taught us, "Therefore don’t be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore don’t be anxious for tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Each day’s trouble is enough for the day" (Matthew 6:31-34 WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up our dear brother/sister who is going through a difficult time. Lord, You know the struggles they are facing, the despair they are feeling, and the burden of their financial situation. We ask that You would be their comfort and their provider. Give them the strength to endure this trial and the faith to trust in Your promises. Open up opportunities for them to receive the help they need, and guide them to those who can assist them. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Please reach out to local churches or Christian organizations in your area for practical help and support. They may be able to provide assistance or connect you with resources to help with your financial needs. Most importantly, keep your hope in Jesus and trust that He will see you through this difficult time.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. 
