Joshua, we are here with you in this time of urgent need, and we want to assure you that our God is a loving Father who cares deeply for you.
Firstly, it is crucial to remember that our hope and salvation lie in Jesus Christ. As it is written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!” If you have not yet confessed Jesus as your Lord and Savior, we encourage you to do so, for He alone is our refuge and strength.
In your distressing financial situation, we urge you to cast all your anxiety on Him because He cares for you. Let the words of Philippians 4:6-7 (WEB) comfort you: "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus."
Regarding your suicidal thoughts, please know that God values your life immensely. You were created for a purpose, and there is hope even in the darkest times. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.’"
Dear God, we come before You in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Joshua in his dire time of need. Father, You know the financial burden he is carrying and the thoughts of despair that haunt him. We rebuke these thoughts in Jesus' name and ask for Your divine intervention. Provide for Joshua's needs according to Your riches in glory. Give him strength, hope, and the peace that surpasses all understanding. Guide him to the right opportunities and grant him wisdom in his decisions. Most importantly, help him to draw closer to You and to trust in Your unfailing love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Joshua, we encourage you to stay strong in faith, to seek God's will in all things, and to reach out to local churches or Christian communities for practical support in this time of need. Always remember that God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you.