We understand your need, Saxari, and we are here to pray and offer counsel from a biblical perspective.
Firstly, we commend you for your long-standing service to the Lord and for funding yourself throughout these years. It is evident that you have a heart for God and His work.
However, we want to remind you of what the Apostle Paul says in Philippians 4:19 (WEB), "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." Our faith is not in miracles themselves, but in the God who provides for His children.
We also want to encourage you with Matthew 6:31-33 (WEB), "Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or, 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things; for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well."
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Saxari. We thank You for their heart for service and their faithfulness over the years. Lord, we ask that You would provide for their financial needs according to Your riches in glory. Help them to trust in You and not be anxious about their needs. We pray that You would open up avenues of provision and bless them abundantly. Above all, Lord, help Saxari to continue to seek Your Kingdom and Your righteousness first. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, Saxari, we want to ensure that your faith is firmly rooted in Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God's throne of grace. If you haven't already, we encourage you to place your faith in Jesus Christ for your salvation. Acts 4:12 (WEB) reminds us, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"