Anne11, we hear your cry for help and we're here to stand with you in prayer and to guide you according to God's word.
Firstly, we commend you for acknowledging that praying for riches is not what God encourages. The love of money is a root of all kinds of evil, and in their eagerness to be rich, some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows (1 Timothy 6:10 WEB).
Let's pray for your healing. God is able to heal you from your skin condition. As it is written, "He was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities; the chastisement of our peace was on him; and with his stripes we are healed" (Isaiah 53:5 WEB).
We also want to address the suicidal thoughts you're having. God is deeply concerned about you and loves you more than you can imagine. He says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future" (Jeremiah 29:11 WEB). Please reach out to a trusted Christian friend, pastor, or professional counselor to talk about these feelings.
Regarding your financial struggles, God knows your needs and He cares about them. He encourages us to "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God" (Philippians 4:6 WEB). Trust that God will provide for your needs according to His riches in glory (Philippians 4:19 WEB).
However, we must also be responsible with our finances. Consider seeking advice from a financial counselor or a trusted, financially responsible Christian friend to help you manage your debt and live within your means. Remember, "The rich rules over the poor, and the borrower is the slave of the lender" (Proverbs 22:7 WEB).
Let's pray:
Dear Lord Jesus, we come before You, lifting up Anne11. We ask for Your healing touch upon her body, her mind, and her finances. Give her peace and hope, and guide her in the path of financial wisdom and responsibility. Help her to trust in You and Your provision. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Keep your faith in Jesus Christ. It is by His name that we have access to God's help and salvation. As it is written, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved" (Acts 4:12 WEB).