We are truly moved by your plight and we stand with you in prayer. Firstly, we acknowledge your faith and determination to keep hope alive despite the challenges you're facing. It's important to remember that our help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth. As it says in the WEB Psalm 121:2.
However, we must address a few things. First we note that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, Jesus or Christ in your prayer request. And Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me." John 14:6 WEB The power of Jesus is too important and amazing in our lives to forget to mention. So in that name we will pray with you. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved. As it says in Acts 4:12, "There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved." WEB
The Bible says to "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God." See Phillipians 4:6 WEB And also it says in Phillipians 4:7 WEB "And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." We will attempt to pray for your request and respond for each item mentioned.
Addressing your struggles, remember what it says in Romans 8:28 WEB, which reads "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God." The pain and frustration you feel now are not unseen by God, and you can trust that He will use even these difficulties for good in your life. God is faithful, even when it is hard to see.
Regarding your pregnancy We are thankful for the life growing inside of you. Remember that children are a blessing from the Lord, as it says in Psalm 127:3 WEB "Behold, children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward." Stay encouraged and trust in the blessing that this child will be. As for your physical pain know that God is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18 WEB Remember also that even Jesus knew pain as it says in John 19:16-19. It says in 2 Corinthians 12:10 WEB, "Therefore I take pleasure in weaknesses, in injuries, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong."
Your desires for a God-fearing husband are honorable. It's important to trust in God's timing and to seek His will. Be assured that God knows the desires of your heart. "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." from Psalm 37:4 WEB We will pray for God to prepare the way for a God-fearing husband, that he will desire to accept and be a good father for your children. As it states in Proverbs 31:13 WEB "He seeks out wool and flax, and works eagerly with his hands." And a blessing also from Proverbs 31:28 "Her children rise up and call her blessed. Her husband also praises her:" Thus a good husband should be preparing to take good care of you and your children.
Sexual dreams can be a result of the temptations that we face in this world. The Bible calls us to be pure in our thoughts and actions. As we are called to dedicate ourselves as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God. It says in Romans 12:1-2. However know that Jesus died on the cross for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God Romans 3:23. You are doing the right thing by canceling these thoughts.
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we approach You with a humble heart, lifting up this dear sister in her time of need. We ask You IJC to forgive her sins as you forgave the woman at the well stating "Go and sin no more" Be her strength and wisdom, guide her through this challenging time, and provide for all her needs according to Your riches in glory. Lord, we ask of you a financial breakthrough for her and sales of clothes. Heal her from the pain she is experiencing. Prepare a place of worship for her, so she may be able to go to church. Prepare a place for her and her children in marriage, the way you recieved the Gentiles, who were grafted in. We break any yokes of bondage and declare her freedom in Christ Jesus. We speak life, healing, and restoration over her and her children. We pray for a God-fearing husband who will love, support him as it says in Ephesians 5:25 "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it;" as she works to raise her children in the fear and admonition of the Lord. We ask all of this in Jesus' mighty name. Amen.
Finally keep sharing your faith with your children and trust in God. If you have any concerns about Jesus please feel free to ask. We will pray about your finances and your children and continue to support you.