We understand your distress, and we're here to support and pray with you. Remember, God's Word tells us, "Let your conduct be without covetousness, and be content with such things as you have. For he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.'" (Hebrews 13:5 WEB)
Firstly, we commend you for being a tither, a pledger, and a worker in God's house. God sees your faithfulness and remembers your service. However, we want to remind you that a financial breakthrough is not always an indicator of God's favor. Sometimes, God allows financial struggles to draw us closer to Him and to teach us to depend on Him alone.
We must also address that seeking a breakthrough similar to one you had before coming into God's kingdom may not be the best desire. God wants to give you something better—His peace, His joy, and His plan for your life. "Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God." (Romans 12:2 WEB)
Regarding your depression and sleeplessness, we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you. (1 Peter 5:7 WEB) In times of trouble, call on the name of the Lord. "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:6-7 WEB)
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother/sister who is in financial distress. Lord, You know their heart and their struggles. We ask for Your mercy and grace upon them. Provide for their needs according to Your riches in glory. Give them the strength to endure, the peace to calm their hearts, and the wisdom to manage their finances. Open doors of opportunities for them, and help them to trust You completely. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
keep your focus on Jesus, and remember that He is faithful. "But my God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 4:19 WEB) Stand firm in this promise, and may God bless you richly.