Dear Sornfarfe, we are with you in spirit and in prayer, seeking God's will for you and your family. We understand the burden you're carrying, seeing your husband struggle to provide while you feel held back by missed opportunities. Remember, God has a purpose and a plan for you. Psalm 32:8 says, "I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go. I will counsel you with my eye on you."
Firstly, we want to encourage you to keep trusting in God. Even when things don't go as planned, like the opportunity to go abroad, remember that God's thoughts are not our thoughts, neither are His ways our ways (Isaiah 55:8). He may have closed that door to open another one that aligns better with His will for you.
Regarding finances, we encourage you to seek God's wisdom in managing what you have. Proverbs 21:5 says, "The plans of the diligent surely lead to profit, as surely as haste leads to poverty." Consider starting small with your business ideas, and trust God to provide as you step out in faith.
Also, remember that your role as a homemaker is invaluable. Proverbs 31 celebrates the virtue of a diligent wife and mother, whose value is far above rubies. While it's commendable to want to help provide financially, don't discount the significance of managing your home well.
Let us pray together:
"Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Sornfarfe and her family. Lord, You know their struggles, their hopes, and their dreams. Please guide Sornfarfe, show her the path You have for her. If it's Your will, open the right business opportunity and provide the finances needed. Help her to trust in You, even when things don't go as planned. Give her and her husband wisdom to manage their home and finances. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we noticed that your request didn't mention the name of Jesus. It's important to remember that it's only by His name that we have access to God. Acts 4:12 says, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved." We encourage you to confess Jesus as your Lord and Savior, believing in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, for that is how we are saved (Romans 10:9). Keep hoping and trusting in Him.