We understand the burden you're carrying, Sarelerl, and we're here to pray and offer biblical guidance.
Firstly, let's address the financial distress. The Bible tells us, "Owe no one anything, except to love each other, for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law" (Romans 13:8 WEB). While you're doing your best to provide, remember that God is the ultimate provider. Jesus teaches us, "Don’t be anxious, saying, ‘What will we eat?’, ‘What will we drink?’ or, ‘With what will we be clothed?’... for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:31-33 WEB).
However, we notice that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It's important to remember that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). We encourage you to put your trust in Jesus and seek Him in all circumstances.
Regarding your enemies, Jesus teaches us to love and pray for them: "But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you" (Matthew 5:44 WEB). This includes family members and others who may be causing you distress.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Sarelerl and their family. Lord, You know their struggles, the resentment, and the burden they carry. We ask for Your financial provision, that You would meet their needs according to Your glorious riches in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:19). Help Sarelerl to cast all their anxiety on You, because You care for them (1 Peter 5:7).
Lord, we also pray for those they consider enemies. We ask that You would soften their hearts, and bring reconciliation where possible. Help Sarelerl to love and forgive, just as You have loved and forgiven us.
Most importantly, Lord, we pray that Sarelerl and their family would come to know Jesus as their personal Lord and Savior, that they may find true peace and hope in Him.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we encourage you to seek Godly counsel and support from your local church or Christian community. They can provide practical help and spiritual guidance during this difficult time.