We are truly concerned for your well-being and we are here to support you in prayer and truth. Firstly, we acknowledge that you've ended your request with "in Jesus' name, Amen," which is wonderful because it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. It is also only by his name that we can be saved, and it is only by his name that God will answer our prayers.
In the WEB translation of John 14:6 it states:
"Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."
God cares about your struggles, and He wants to help with your financial and health issues. If you have problems with either your physical or mental health, then seek the help of medical professionals in addition to prayer.
In Matthew 6:25-34 Jesus tells us not to worry about our needs.
"Therefore, I tell you, don't be anxious for your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor yet for your body, what you will put on. Isn't life more than food and the body more than clothing? See the birds of the sky, that they don't sow, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns. Your heavenly Father feeds them. Aren't you of much more value than they? Which of you by being anxious, can add one moment to his lifespan? Why are you anxious about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow. They don't toil, neither do they spin, yet I tell you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, won't he much more clothe you, O you of little faith? Therefore don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat? What will we drink? With what will we be clothed? For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. But seek first God's Kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you."
With these verses in mind, we pray for your faith to be strengthened, that you may trust God more each day.
Please, never forget that you are valuable to God. If negative thoughts or thoughts of suicide come, reject them immediately knowing they are not from God. Know that He loves you, and that He wants you to bring your problems to Him. We should never give up on God, or on ourselves.
In Psalm 46:1 it states:
"God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble."
We pray for your deliverance from these thoughts, in Jesus' name. We pray for your faith to be strengthened. God will provide all that you need, in His timing and His way. We pray that you will continue to seek Him with your whole heart, and that you will experience the peace and provision that only He can give. We pray that you find the medical help that you need for any health issues, that you will lean on God, and be honest with Him, and yourself about all of your struggles, and that you will be restored in Jesus' name. Amen.
In closing, we urge you to remember the love that God has for you, and to hold on to His promises.