Exercheros
Disciple of Prayer
I have been fighting for almost two years to get my kids back. There lawyer who is from the state doesn't follow what he is suppose to do but ridicules my faith and makes all kinds of decisions about keeping them away from me. I have never harmed my children. Have no criminal record, am not on drugs. I'm working and have bent over backwards on hear say arguments that have been allowed to be submitted as evidence to have almost no contact with my youngest daughter for four months. I'm persevering despite this but it's difficult. On top of that I'm not allowed to be at there schools or have any input on there medical decisions. The person who shares custody with my mom stays in another house out of state. I have spent thousands of dollars on this attorney and am being stonewalled at every turn. My middle child told me a few days ago that she didn't want to have a relationship with me at all and I think it's because they have been bad mouthing me in front of my kids. My mom makes every excuse as to why I can't see them even though I'm allowed extra time at her discretion even as far as she didn't want to go to the park because mosquitos were there. She throws all there clothes away I bring for them so I stopped doing that. The last court date I had my sister said that I needed mental help because I see rainbows and hearts in the sky. Why would she even mention that. I'm feeling so discouraged. I met this lady about five months ago and she was paralyzed now is about to start walking again but I have barely been able to make rent not even coming close to paying for my needs. I felt like I dedicated my time to encourage this lady which has brought her back to her feet through Jesus but I'm having a hard time meeting my needs and am struggling financially. I applied for housing income based back in February and now after waiting all year find out that I might not even get it. Every month I go to check on it due to renovations I find some more bad news. They have five people waiting for a 3 bedroom and there is only one. So I'm not even sure that's going to happen. I have a place to live and I'm thankful but it's not big enough even if things work out and I get more visitation. Please pray for my situation. I keep praying but at this point I'm not sure what to pray. Thank you and glory be to God regardless.