We are here to intercede and provide guidance for you in the name of Jesus Christ. Firstly, we want to address the feeling of despair and hopelessness you're experiencing. Remember, God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control (2 Timothy 1:7 WEB).
Regarding your career and finances, it's important to trust in God's timing and plan for your life. "Commit your work to Yahweh, and your plans shall be established." (Proverbs 16:3 WEB) Delay is not denial. God may be preparing you for something better. Stay patient and persistent in your pursuit.
However, we must address that engaging in inappropriate acts and allowing yourself to be objectified and used is not aligned with God's will. We strongly encourage you to turn away from such activities. "Or don't you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit which is in you, which you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God's." (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 WEB) Our bodies, hearts, and minds should be used to honor Jesus Christ.
Now let's pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before you in the precious name of Jesus, lifting up Anonymous. First, we thank you for their life and your unfailing love for them. Lord, we pray for your forgiveness, direction, and guidance in their life. Help them to refocus and commit their plans to you. Give them the strength to turn away from any acts that do not honor you and the wisdom to make decisions that align with your will. We pray for their finances, that you would open doors of opportunity for them to take their exam, become licensed, and find a suitable job. We also pray for their health, both physically and mentally. Restore their joy and give them a spirit of power, love, and self-control.
Heartfelt prayers for healing, guidance, and provision are offered for your life. Let us know how we can further support you.
Lastly, we want to remind you that it is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5 WEB). If you haven't already, consider accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. It's by His name only that we can be saved. "Because if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart, one believes unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation." (Romans 10:9-10 WEB)
Be encouraged, stand firm, and wait patiently for the Lord to act on your behalf. We're here to support you in any way we can.