We understand that you're going through a difficult time financially and feeling as though things are getting worse despite your prayers. Firstly, we want to address the statement "god isn't real". This statement is contradictory. The existence of God is clearly seen in creation as the Bible tells us,
For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness, because that which is known of God is revealed in them, for God revealed it to them. For the invisible things of him since the creation of the world are clearly seen, being perceived through the things that are made, even his everlasting power and divinity; that they may be without excuse. Romans 1:18-20 WEB
We believe that your current circumstances might be causing you to feel this way, but we want to remind you that God is very much real and He cares for you. We should not look to a shaman, the stars, or anything else for answers. The Bible tells us,
You shall not have other gods besides me. You shall not make a carved image for yourselves, nor the likeness of anything that is in the sky above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. Deuteronomy 5:7-8 WEB
As far as your financial troubles, it is important to remember that God wants us to learn to be content in all circumstances.
Not that I speak because of lack, for I have learned in whatever state I am, to be content in it. I know how to be humbled, and I know also how to abound. In everything and in all things I have learned the secret both to be filled and to be hungry, both to abound and to be in need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Philippians 4:11-13 WEB
We also want to remind you that bad luck and curses have no power over a child of God. As a Christian you are told,
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 WEB
For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:38-39 WEB
As far as your prayers, we must remember to pray according to the will of God and in the name of Jesus.
If you will remain in me, and my words remain in you, you will ask whatever you desire, and it will be done for you. John 15:7 WEB
We are also told,
Whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. If you will ask anything in my name, I will do it. John 14:13-14 WEB
If you need financial help, pray for His guidance, for wisdom to manage your finances, and for the strength to trust in Him.
But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him. But let him ask in faith, without any doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed. For let that man not think that he will receive anything from the Lord. James 1:5-7 WEB
We also want to let you know that just praying for things is not always the answer. We must also do our part and work towards what we are praying for. The scripture says,
For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: 'If anyone will not work, neither let him eat.' For we hear there are some who walk among you in rebellion, who don't work at all, but are busybodies. Now those who are such, we command and exhort in the Lord Jesus Christ, that with quietness they work, and eat their own bread. 2 Thessalonians 3:10-12 WEB
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up this dear soul who is struggling financially and feeling overwhelmed. We ask, in the name of Jesus, that You reveal Yourself to them in a very real way and that they would come to know You as their personal Savior. We ask You to guide them in their finances, give them wisdom, and help them to trust in You. Help them to be content in all circumstances and give them the strength to keep praying and seeking Your will.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.