Eric
Faithful Servant
Ive been fighting for three weeks and I am tired.Its truely over between me and my girlfriend,I believe the love of my life.How can this be? How could the Lord allow this when he knows how I feel. I know,I know,the Lord has a plan for me.I mean Im sure he does.I know I'll be happier in the Lords will.I just have to let go of Anita now and cling to the Lord.I feel hollow.I pray the Lord to fill me where Anita is not anymore.I know this is what I needed,Ive been a jerk for so long.I had this coming.How could I do this?How could I hurt her so bad to drive all the love out of her?I dont ever want to be out of the Lords will again.I need,Father God to fill me like never before,to keep me with him forever without wavering,to solidify me in him,I need to be covered completely by the Lord.I must let her go and submerse myself in Jesus.I cant hope in Anita anymore.It tears me down.Please Father,Help me.In Jesus name.