Avdrynoth
Disciple of Prayer
Hello Everyone. I posted the prayer request below a few times last week. I appreciate everyone who took the time to pray for me. I am posting one last time, because I'm still in tremendous pain. I still feel ignored by God, after years and years of praying for some kind of relief. This is my last effort. I don't know why God chooses not to help with my pain, but I do know that I'm tired of holding on. I'm asking for prayers one last time. If I still don't get any relief from this pain, then I can only assume the answer is "No, I will not help you."
Here is my original request:
Please pray that God will show me that He is with me, or somehow let me feel His love and presence. I have been in emotional pain for almost 2 decades. I stay in prayer, but I feel so ignored by God because I still hurt so much. Meanwhile, the one who caused the pain has been showered in blessings and love, and doesn't have a care in the world. I just want this pain to end so badly. My heart and spirit feel broken beyond repair and I don't want to wake up anymore. Please pray for God to finally heal my pain and show me a reason to stay here. I can't keep living with this pain. Thank you for listening.
Here is my original request:
Please pray that God will show me that He is with me, or somehow let me feel His love and presence. I have been in emotional pain for almost 2 decades. I stay in prayer, but I feel so ignored by God because I still hurt so much. Meanwhile, the one who caused the pain has been showered in blessings and love, and doesn't have a care in the world. I just want this pain to end so badly. My heart and spirit feel broken beyond repair and I don't want to wake up anymore. Please pray for God to finally heal my pain and show me a reason to stay here. I can't keep living with this pain. Thank you for listening.