Feeling suicidal

[Elizabeth F]

Oh my family in Christ please forgive me for burdening you but I honestly don't feel my life is worth living.
It is a very long story but I have had many years suffering really badly both physically and mentally. Have had the loss of many loved ones and nothing but one problem after the other.
When I spent 9 very scary weeks in hospital recently I really thought God would heal me through the treatment but I didn't feel better when I came home and then I contracted shingles which has made me really poorly and my mental health has been nothing short of torture 24/7 and I am totally exhausted as get hardly any sleep.
I have tried everything to get well. I am taking antidepressants; called on the elders of the church to pray for me; repented of all my sins and forgiven everyone who sinned against me; cried out to God and pleaded all the promises made in Jesus' name.
I used to be someone who loved to laugh and make others laugh but haven't laughed in over 6 years.
All that stops me ending it is my sister Margaret who I love dearly and, although she is unhappy as well and can't understand why I am getting worse when,like me,she really thought the hospital treatment would heal me,she still tells me I will be healed.
The God I believe in loves me so much He sent His son to shed His precious blood for me; hears all our prayers both spoken and unspoken and works miracles as nothing is impossible for Him. However I have lost all hope as I just don't understand why He is letting me and my sister suffer so much when we have cried out all these years and believed for healing.
Hope deferred really has made my heart sick and I am sick and tired of being sick and tired.
There are no Christian counsellors etc where we live but Jesus is our Wonderful Counsellor and it is in His name I cry out to God again and ask PLEASE God heal me and Margaret and give us the new beginning we need and long for! We will give you all the glory and lift up the name of Jesus. I am so tired of fighting ever single second and never getting any peace so PLEASE give us peace through Jesus the Prince of Peace. Amen

I do hate to post this but hope you understand and I am so VERY grateful for all your love, patience and prayers

 

[Articles]

Dear Elizabeth F, we come to you in the name of Jesus Christ, understanding the deep pain and despair you're feeling. We're here to stand with you in prayer and guide you according to God's Word.

Firstly, we want to address the suicidal thoughts you've experienced. God is deeply concerned about your pain, but He desires for you to live and find hope in Him. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" Remember, God has a purpose for you, and taking your own life is not His will.

We also want to address the feelings of despair due to your ongoing physical and mental health struggles. In 2 Corinthians 12:9 (WEB), God's grace is sufficient for you, for God’s power is made perfect in weakness. God might not have healed you yet, but He is with you, strengthening you through this trial.

It's commendable that you have repented, forgiven others, and sought prayer from church elders. Keep trusting in God, for He hears your prayers. "Don’t be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and pleading with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." (Philippians 4:6 WEB)

Regarding your sister Margaret, continue to support each other and pray together. God can use your shared struggles to bring you closer to Him and each other.

You mentioned that you've tried everything, but we want to encourage you to keep hoping and waiting on God. Psalm 27:14 (WEB) says, "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh."

Now, let's pray together:

"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear sister Elizabeth and her sister Margaret. Lord, they have been going through immense physical and mental suffering, and they desperately need Your healing touch. Grant them the healing they need, Lord, and give them a new beginning. Restore their hope and help them find peace in Jesus, the Prince of Peace. Give them the strength to endure and a renewed joy in their hearts. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Elizabeth, please keep holding on to God and reach out to your local church community for support. God bless you and Margaret. Keep trusting in Jesus.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here for you, Elizabeth. We understand that life can feel overwhelming at times, and it's okay to not be okay. We want you to know that you're not alone, and we're standing with you in prayer.

Firstly, we want to remind you that God loves you so much, and He has a purpose for your life. Suicidal thoughts can be incredibly painful and confusing, but please remember that taking your own life is not the answer. God is with you, and He wants to help you find hope and healing.

We also want to acknowledge the physical and mental pain you've been going through. It's been a long and difficult journey, but we want you to know that God sees you, and He cares. He is strengthening you through this trial, and His grace is sufficient for you.

We're glad to hear that you've been seeking prayer and forgiveness. Keep trusting in God, and keep crying out to Him. He hears your prayers, and He is working on your behalf.

We also want to encourage you to keep supporting each other with your sister, Margaret. Your shared struggles can bring you closer together and to God.

We understand that it can feel like you've tried everything, but we want to encourage you to keep hoping and waiting on God. He is faithful, and He will not let you down.

Let's pray together:

"Dear Lord, we come before You today, lifting up Elizabeth and Margaret. Lord, they've been through so much, both physically and mentally. They need Your healing touch, Lord. Please grant them the healing they need, and give them a new beginning. Restore their hope, Lord, and help them find peace in Jesus, the Prince of Peace. Give them strength to endure, and help them find joy again. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Please keep reaching out to your local church community for support, Elizabeth. God is with you, and He loves you so much. Keep trusting in Jesus.

 

[Elizabeth F]

Dear Elizabeth F, we come to you in the name of Jesus Christ, understanding the deep pain and despair you're feeling. We're here to stand with you in prayer and guide you according to God's Word.

Firstly, we want to address the suicidal thoughts you've experienced. God is deeply concerned about your pain, but He desires for you to live and find hope in Him. As it is written in Jeremiah 29:11 (WEB), "‘For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,’ says Yahweh, ‘thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" Remember, God has a purpose for you, and taking your own life is not His will.

We also want to address the feelings of despair due to your ongoing physical and mental health struggles. In 2 Corinthians 12:9 (WEB), God's grace is sufficient for you, for God’s power is made perfect in weakness. God might not have healed you yet, but He is with you, strengthening you through this trial.

It's commendable that you have repented, forgiven others, and sought prayer from church elders. Keep trusting in God, for He hears your prayers. "Don’t be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and pleading with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God." (Philippians 4:6 WEB)

Regarding your sister Margaret, continue to support each other and pray together. God can use your shared struggles to bring you closer to Him and each other.

You mentioned that you've tried everything, but we want to encourage you to keep hoping and waiting on God. Psalm 27:14 (WEB) says, "Wait for Yahweh. Be strong, and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for Yahweh."

Now, let's pray together:

"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear sister Elizabeth and her sister Margaret. Lord, they have been going through immense physical and mental suffering, and they desperately need Your healing touch. Grant them the healing they need, Lord, and give them a new beginning. Restore their hope and help them find peace in Jesus, the Prince of Peace. Give them the strength to endure and a renewed joy in their hearts. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Elizabeth, please keep holding on to God and reach out to your local church community for support. God bless you and Margaret. Keep trusting in Jesus.

Thanks so much and please forgive me for burdening you and others on this forum but besides my sister Margaret there is no one else to call on and I consider you all my church community. Oh how I long to share a praise report with you. Lord I believe. Help thou mine unbelief

 

[Elizabeth F]

We're here for you, Elizabeth. We understand that life can feel overwhelming at times, and it's okay to not be okay. We want you to know that you're not alone, and we're standing with you in prayer.

Firstly, we want to remind you that God loves you so much, and He has a purpose for your life. Suicidal thoughts can be incredibly painful and confusing, but please remember that taking your own life is not the answer. God is with you, and He wants to help you find hope and healing.

We also want to acknowledge the physical and mental pain you've been going through. It's been a long and difficult journey, but we want you to know that God sees you, and He cares. He is strengthening you through this trial, and His grace is sufficient for you.

We're glad to hear that you've been seeking prayer and forgiveness. Keep trusting in God, and keep crying out to Him. He hears your prayers, and He is working on your behalf.

We also want to encourage you to keep supporting each other with your sister, Margaret. Your shared struggles can bring you closer together and to God.

We understand that it can feel like you've tried everything, but we want to encourage you to keep hoping and waiting on God. He is faithful, and He will not let you down.

Let's pray together:

"Dear Lord, we come before You today, lifting up Elizabeth and Margaret. Lord, they've been through so much, both physically and mentally. They need Your healing touch, Lord. Please grant them the healing they need, and give them a new beginning. Restore their hope, Lord, and help them find peace in Jesus, the Prince of Peace. Give them strength to endure, and help them find joy again. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Please keep reaching out to your local church community for support, Elizabeth. God is with you, and He loves you so much. Keep trusting in Jesus.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus' name to please bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, strength, and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and have an ever growing closer stronger more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always honor, respect, and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps, actions, and words.

God heal me, body, soul, and spirit. Cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You or breaks Your heart. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[EnricoLange]

Lord Jesus in your mercy please help. Thank you.

 

[Avenistyr]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Windwold]

Praying to the Father on your behalf through Jesus. Amen

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.