Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
I have been almost bed bound for 5 years during which time my sister Margaret and I have had so much heartache due to deaths of loved ones along with one problem after the other.Then I took so ill I almost died and was admitted to hospital for two months.
I had to fight so hard during this time. to put on weight etc. I got home yesterday and honestly wonder what was the point.
I am in such pain I can hardly walk and am so depressed and anxious I don't feel like fighting any more.
My sister and I had hoped to move to a new home in a lovely peaceful location and to have a fresh start but I am too unwell to do this now.
I have been believing for a healing all this time and crying out to Jesus who said "I have come that you might have life and have it more abundantly". I am not living but just existing and honestly don't know how much longer I can go on feeling like this.
My sister is unhappy as well. All our prayers go unanswered and can't feel the love of God and Jesus' presence.
I am losing my faith!
Your prayers would be truly appreciated please
I had to fight so hard during this time. to put on weight etc. I got home yesterday and honestly wonder what was the point.
I am in such pain I can hardly walk and am so depressed and anxious I don't feel like fighting any more.
My sister and I had hoped to move to a new home in a lovely peaceful location and to have a fresh start but I am too unwell to do this now.
I have been believing for a healing all this time and crying out to Jesus who said "I have come that you might have life and have it more abundantly". I am not living but just existing and honestly don't know how much longer I can go on feeling like this.
My sister is unhappy as well. All our prayers go unanswered and can't feel the love of God and Jesus' presence.
I am losing my faith!
Your prayers would be truly appreciated please