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Please pray for me and my family. It seems like everytime I try to move forward, something keeps pushing me back. My husband and I were both working, (struggling, but making it). So decideded to find another source of income to fill in where we were lacking, I started attending training to become a Med Waiver provider. The classes are about 10-20 miles from my home so gas was already a struggle, but I was determined, I applied for my EIN, got it, but was trying to come up with the money to register with sunbiz, and get all of my background checks done. Then my husband lost his job. Now, not only am I unable to attend the classes, I struggle day day with gas to get to work, the car needs work, doesnt want to crank and needs a tune-up terribly. So I decided to go back to College and get my Associates in Business. Filled out the application, spoke several times with the enrollment counsellor but (had to put that on hold, could not afford the application fee), so I decided to find something to do online, afterwork, I started searching for at home jobs, and at the same time I started working on my CD ( God has anointed me to sing) but of course my laptop crashed. It seems like everything I try to do to better myself fails. I dont know what else to do. It is not like I am not trying. I have been a hard worker since I graduated from High School. I am committed to my jobs, and stay with them for years, I have an excellent work record, but seems like I have still battled with struggle after struggle and I dont understand why. I don't want wealth I just want to go to bed and sleep with out worrying about the next day. My rent is late, I am behind on my car payment, my check just bounced, and I need to go to my doctor and can't even afford the co-pay. Please pray for me, I know that God is able. Pray that He will reveal to me what I am doing wrong, and how to correct it. I am a christian, not by mouth but by life style, I strive daily to walk in integrity, and to let God's shine through my life. I just want the peace of God in this situation