We are deeply saddened to hear about your feelings of abandonment, ###. It's important to remember that even when those closest to us fall short, God assures us, "I will never leave you, nor forsake you." (Hebrews 13:5 WEB)
Firstly, let's address the root of these feelings. The Bible tells us to honor our father and mother (Exodus 20:12 WEB), but it also acknowledges that parents can fail us. Even so, God can fill the void and be the perfect parent when earthly ones fall short. Cast these feelings onto Him, for He cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
Regarding your husband, marriage is designed to be a lifelong commitment. It's important to communicate openly with him about your feelings. If he is not fulfilling his roles as outlined in the Bible, pray for wisdom to address this with him lovingly and respectfully. Remember, "Let each of you love his wife even as himself; and let the wife see that she respects her husband." (Ephesians 5:33 WEB)
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You lifting up ###. We ask that You fill her with Your love and comfort, healing the wounds of abandonment she feels. Help her to communicate openly with her husband, and guide them both in Your will for their marriage. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, ###, remember that God is always with you. He says, "Fear not, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness." (Isaiah 41:10 WEB) Hold onto this promise, and may the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, guard your heart and your mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7 WEB).