Writermama
Prayer Partner
Dear friends,
I need your prayers & strength. God has been good to me. This I know. I've been blessed with three loving daughters. I've been blessed with a good job & amazing career. I've been blessed with loving and supportive friends. But my longtime partner, who fears commitment & is very self destructive, walked out on my family over a minor disagreement months ago. He once said he was going to reach out to apologize, but never did. He & I have overcome so much to get to where we were, planning to be married, blending our families. I was a stepmom to his daughter. He was the stepfather to my children. We were just about to plan a wedding & build a home & he ran.
I pray every night for God to reach him while I keep my distance. I focus on my family, my job, as God would want me to be a good mom & woman in adversity. But he's not here. I feel like I'll never see him again. I feel so abandoned, by the man I love & by God. I made sure to attend worship this morning but even there I felt so alone, like God isn't listening. Like, he's given me enough & losing the love of my life is a punishment for my sin.
Please pray for my family. My girls miss their stepfather. I miss him & his child. I want to fix this. Pray for a reconciliation for my family & strength for us during this time.
Thank you.
I need your prayers & strength. God has been good to me. This I know. I've been blessed with three loving daughters. I've been blessed with a good job & amazing career. I've been blessed with loving and supportive friends. But my longtime partner, who fears commitment & is very self destructive, walked out on my family over a minor disagreement months ago. He once said he was going to reach out to apologize, but never did. He & I have overcome so much to get to where we were, planning to be married, blending our families. I was a stepmom to his daughter. He was the stepfather to my children. We were just about to plan a wedding & build a home & he ran.
I pray every night for God to reach him while I keep my distance. I focus on my family, my job, as God would want me to be a good mom & woman in adversity. But he's not here. I feel like I'll never see him again. I feel so abandoned, by the man I love & by God. I made sure to attend worship this morning but even there I felt so alone, like God isn't listening. Like, he's given me enough & losing the love of my life is a punishment for my sin.
Please pray for my family. My girls miss their stepfather. I miss him & his child. I want to fix this. Pray for a reconciliation for my family & strength for us during this time.
Thank you.