Anonymous
Beloved of All
I've been on here before, but I would like to ask for prayer one last time. I would like to pray for someone to talk to. I'm so very alone and unwanted, and I can't seem to figure out why. The holiday season is harder because I am inundated on social media with pictures and videos of happy families and couples, but I can't keep anyone interested in me for more than a month and my family is fractured beyond repair. the hardest part is that my financial and emotional downfall is to no fault of my own--everything centers around a weird tumor I got out of the blue. worse still, I pray continually, but He doesn't seem to hear me. since I'm single and unable to have children, many financial resources won't help me. since I had identity theft years ago, I can't even get a loan or credit card due to my trashed credit. I can't do this anymore, but I'm more bothered by the fact that no one will care. everything good and happy has been stripped from me; if the Lord will just tell me what I did wrong, I will apologize and work to correct it. I'm a sinner, but I try not to be. looking for a hail mary, because it's all I have left. I'm done...