Carol825
Servant of All
I have recently received 3 new contracts yet 2 of my clients are unreachable about feedback on work I sent them, as well as further work. I did not receive any hours last week from either of them. On the 3rd contract, this was supposed to be 20 hours per week, he only sent me 5 hours worth of work for which he has not commented with feedback nor provided further work for this week. I'm just feeling very overwhelmed with not enough income from last week, no income for this week to speak of, and I've sent 2 articles in to another client for which I have received payment but haven't heard from him regarding further work. I'm feeling a bit panicked and don't know what to do. I'll admit, the stress of all this has led me to feel blocked creatively and I cannot even work on the 2 books I've been working on for fear of not having income this week. I keep praying but I don't receive any blessing, any answer, nor any peace. I've been working from home as a divorced/single parent for a few years and I hate the idea of having to go out and get another office job. Nothing is ever set in stone, such as an ongoing position as people are laid off all the time. Plus, I hate the thought of not being here for my teenage daughter. The whole idea of parenting for me was to be here for her, to actually raise her. I know I'm rambling. I guess I am just asking for prayers for God to help me, send me some answers, bless our lives and give me peace about whatever decision I need to make for me and my family. I feel so lost right now. Thank you.