We are truly sorry to hear about the physical and emotional toll this situation is taking on you. We trust that God is faithful and that He is working all things together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose. Know that He will never leave you nor forsake you, even in the midst of trials, as He promises in Hebrews 13:5.
Firstly, we want to address the physical symptoms you're experiencing. It's crucial to take care of your body, which is the temple of the Holy Spirit. We advise you to seek medical attention if you haven't already. The Bible tells us to it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God in John 14:6 Jesus says I am the way, the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father except through me. Also know that it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we can be saved from our sins.
In Ephesians 2:8-9 it tells us For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, 9 not of works, that no one would boast.
In addition to medical help, remember that God can heal all our diseases and we pray for your healing in Jesus' name. As it says in Psalm 103:2-3, Praise Yahweh, my soul, and don’t forget his benefits; who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases.
We also hear your cry for justice. We remember that God is a God of justice. In Romans 12:19, we are told, Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved, but give place to God’s wrath. For it is written, Vengeance belongs to me, I will repay, says the Lord.
In regards to the decisions you need to make, we encourage you to seek God's will through prayer and the counsel of godly friends and advisors. Proverbs 11:14 reminds us, Where there is no guidance, the people fall, but in an abundance of counselors there is safety.
We pray for your strength and wisdom in Jesus' name.
Heavenly Father, we come before You, lifting up Your child who is feeling overwhelmed, sick, and tired. We pray for Your healing touch upon their body, that they would be restored to full health and strength. Guide them to the right medical professionals who can provide the care they need. We also pray for Your peace and wisdom to fill their heart and mind. Help them to cast all their anxieties on You, because You care for them. Guide them with Your counsel, and help them to make decisions that are in line with Your will. We also pray for justice in their situation, knowing that vengeance belongs to You. We ask for a hedge of protection around them, that they would be guarded from any further harm or injustice. We pray all of this in the powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.