Amtegulimb
Disciple of Prayer
I have been attacked from every area. I am scared. My health is in shambles. Akin to Job, lesions just littering my body and face covered in sores. Vasculitis (inflammation of blood vessels) enveloping my limbs and brain scans showing it has spread to my brain, the inflammation cutting off oxygen and blood flow in vital areas of the brain. I am in so much pain and feel like death. I am disabled and chronically ill for 8 years . I am homeless and my finances are bleeding fast to nil. Iโve been staying room to room for the last months but I will only have enough to last for another week or so. And then my bank is bled.
My family is a wreck, parents divorced. I feel there is evil between my mother and I and I had to go no contact. Just the thought of her I feel my body is being poisoned. There is something very wrong with our relation but I canโt figure it out and I donโt know what to do. My mother cannot control her anger, visciousness, violence, rage towards me. I went no contact because I was punched and attacked on my face my lip bled, I left after that. It had happened a few other times.. her wanting to kill me laying her hands on me so violently, hurting me. I felt pure evil terror and horror course through my veins when she did so. I am also little to no contact with my father, he himself has very vicious rage and anger problems and suffering with his own issues.
Please pray for the right place/apartment to be provided for, my finances to be covered, the right environment where I can heal and undergo my treatment protocol for my illness and prepare the necessary meals, medicines. I have been deathly sick especially in the last 3 years. I need help for a place I can feel safe qnd comfortable in. Please pray God gives me peace over the place he will preside me in. My main prayers is for a safe provided for place, whatever horror and mess that is going on in my family and the illness I am suffering that is oppressing and killing me. I need God to come in and please just lift this up save me help me please. God please provide for me and rescue me and save me. Please I ask this with Jesus name.
My family is a wreck, parents divorced. I feel there is evil between my mother and I and I had to go no contact. Just the thought of her I feel my body is being poisoned. There is something very wrong with our relation but I canโt figure it out and I donโt know what to do. My mother cannot control her anger, visciousness, violence, rage towards me. I went no contact because I was punched and attacked on my face my lip bled, I left after that. It had happened a few other times.. her wanting to kill me laying her hands on me so violently, hurting me. I felt pure evil terror and horror course through my veins when she did so. I am also little to no contact with my father, he himself has very vicious rage and anger problems and suffering with his own issues.
Please pray for the right place/apartment to be provided for, my finances to be covered, the right environment where I can heal and undergo my treatment protocol for my illness and prepare the necessary meals, medicines. I have been deathly sick especially in the last 3 years. I need help for a place I can feel safe qnd comfortable in. Please pray God gives me peace over the place he will preside me in. My main prayers is for a safe provided for place, whatever horror and mess that is going on in my family and the illness I am suffering that is oppressing and killing me. I need God to come in and please just lift this up save me help me please. God please provide for me and rescue me and save me. Please I ask this with Jesus name.