Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Sorry I know I can't go on burdening you but apart from my sister Margaret I have no one else I can be honest with about how I am feeling,so please forgive me.
As you know I have been battling mental and physical illnesses for many years and was in hospital not so long ago.
I honestly thought going to hospital would be the start of my healing but since coming home I am much worse again.
I was prescribed a multivitamin drink but didn't think the ingredients were very good so tried a Seaweed supplement (after much prayer) and really thought it would good as the reviews were so encouraging. However it has upset my tummy so don't know what to do now.
I am so discouraged that prayers aren't being answered and scared that God seems so far away. I have pleasded with Jesus to help.
I honestly don't know what to do. I just sit in bed all day looking out of the window as can't do anything else and the mental torture just goes on 24/7 and is exhausting.
I really am losing hope.
As you know I have been battling mental and physical illnesses for many years and was in hospital not so long ago.
I honestly thought going to hospital would be the start of my healing but since coming home I am much worse again.
I was prescribed a multivitamin drink but didn't think the ingredients were very good so tried a Seaweed supplement (after much prayer) and really thought it would good as the reviews were so encouraging. However it has upset my tummy so don't know what to do now.

I am so discouraged that prayers aren't being answered and scared that God seems so far away. I have pleasded with Jesus to help.
I honestly don't know what to do. I just sit in bed all day looking out of the window as can't do anything else and the mental torture just goes on 24/7 and is exhausting.
I really am losing hope.
