Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Last week when my dear sister and best friend Margaret died my niece spent a lot of time with me which really helped and was a real comfort
She had to go back to work on Monday so can only spend a short time with me each day and the days feel so long and lonely. The nights are hard as well as struggle to sleep due to physical pain, mental torture caused by OCD and grief.
I am completely bereft and need to feel God's presence, love and to know he will make life worth living again.
It is very stressful as a post mortem is being carried out today or tomorrow and we can't arrange her funeral or attend to legal matters until we get a death certificate
To make it even worse her post mortem is being carried out at the same hospital I have to travel to on the 18th February
Also a religious minister came to see me yesterday and left me really exhausted and stressed due to things she said
I honestly am so afraid of being on my own and ache to hold my sister and talk to her.
Please help me Jesus. I am so afraid
She had to go back to work on Monday so can only spend a short time with me each day and the days feel so long and lonely. The nights are hard as well as struggle to sleep due to physical pain, mental torture caused by OCD and grief.
I am completely bereft and need to feel God's presence, love and to know he will make life worth living again.
It is very stressful as a post mortem is being carried out today or tomorrow and we can't arrange her funeral or attend to legal matters until we get a death certificate
To make it even worse her post mortem is being carried out at the same hospital I have to travel to on the 18th February

Also a religious minister came to see me yesterday and left me really exhausted and stressed due to things she said
I honestly am so afraid of being on my own and ache to hold my sister and talk to her.
Please help me Jesus. I am so afraid