Gorofalt, we understand your struggle with the fear of death and how it's impeding your life and even your ability to pursue marriage. We want to encourage and pray for you, but first, let's address the roots of this fear and turn to God's Word for comfort and strength.
The Bible tells us in 2 Timothy 1:7 (WEB), "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." This means that the spirit of fear you're experiencing is not from God. Instead, God offers us power, love, and self-control.
Moreover, Jesus Christ came to set us free from fear. In Hebrews 2:14-15 (WEB), it is written, "Since then the children have shared in flesh and blood, he also himself in like manner partook of the same, that through death he might bring to nothing him who had the power of death, that is, the devil, and might deliver all of them who through fear of death were all their lifetime subject to bondage."
Let us pray for you, Gorofalt:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the precious name of Jesus Christ. We lift up Gorofalt, who has been gripped by the fear of death since childhood. Lord, we know that this fear is not from You. We rebuke this spirit of fear and ask that You fill Gorofalt with Your spirit of power, love, and self-control. Lord Jesus, You came to set the captives free and to deliver those who are held in bondage by the fear of death. We claim this freedom for Gorofalt. Help him to fix his eyes on You and trust in Your eternal life and love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Gorofalt, as you walk with God, remember that perfect love casts out fear (1 John 4:18). Trust in God's love for you and allow Him to guide your steps, including towards a godly marriage when the time is right. Always remember, it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). Keep your faith firmly rooted in Him.